June 2010
52 posts
Jun 1st
“Who led you? or what served you as a light in your dark flight from the eternal...”
– The Divine Comedy - Purgatorio: Canto I: lines 43-48
Jun 1st
This is not my life...
I’ve lived my life for almost 19 years now.  And I found that I mess it up more than I make it better.   I’m not very good at this existing thing.  It boils down to I don’t know what to do with my life or how to run it.  I look at my friends and I realize that they really don’t know what to do either.  So they just smoke pot.  Instead of becoming a complete waste of space...
Jun 1st
“I reject your reality and substitute my own.”
– Adam Savage
Jun 1st
May 2010
21 posts
“This love, this hate. It’s burning me away.”
– Knife Called Lust ~  Hollywood Undead
May 30th
May 28th
“We never remember days, only moments.”
– Cesare Pavese
May 27th
Genesis 26:24
“Fear not, for I am with thee, and will bless thee” Its come that point in my faith when I’m starting to realize that this world has nothing on me.  I used to have fears of dying or getting hurt.  Fears of losing a loved one to death or lack of communication.  I don’t really feel that anymore. I’ve always been told that the only thing I need to fear is God.  I never...
May 27th
May 27th
I'm sorry...
I’m sorry.  I’m sorry to all the people that I’ve every wronged in the short amount of time that I’ve been alive.  I mess up a lot.  Most of the time it was completely harmless, it just went the wrong way.  I wish I could apologize to every person I’ve ever hurt, but time and physical locations are both working against me.  Not to mention my memory of what I did to...
May 27th
“So even though you’re so close to me, you’re still so distant, and I can’t bring...”
– With You ~ Linkin Park
May 27th
May 27th
“Where others feel fear, I feel only curiosity.”
– TheMindRapist
May 27th
May 26th
May 26th
“Those who would sacrifice freedom for security deserve neither.”
– Benjamin Franklin
May 26th
“Justice will only exist where those not affected by injustice are filled with...”
– Plato
May 26th
May 26th
This house is not a home
I’ve only been home from college for a couple of days and already I want to leave.  I really enjoy college but its not like I’m dying to get back, I just don’t wanna be here anymore.  This place just seems like a house that I live at, just like my dorm room did.  Its not my home, but I’m comfortable enough to sleep here.  What does this mean? I used to enjoy sitting at...
May 26th
“Later, when I was dead, St. Francis came to claim my soul, but one of the Black...”
– The Divine Comedy: Inferno, Canto 27: lines 109-117 by Dante Alighieri
May 26th
John 3:8
“The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.” This verse has come to mean so much more to me every time I read it.  The idea behind it is simple, peoples pasts are irrelevant once they have been saved by Christ.  All of the sins and mistakes of their...
May 25th