I’m going to the purple door music festival, which is a two day concert on August 13th and 14th. It’s gonna be hosting some pretty sweet bands. My favorite band, Demon Hunter, will be there and they NEVER TOUR, so this is a great opportunity seeing that I missed the last chance I had to see them. This concert will also be having August Burns Red, another one of my favorite bands.
Me and my friend did some longboarding today in order to look out for some sweet spots to skate. We found a great neighborhood with some sweet hills to bomb and the parking lot behind a hospital near my friends house is a great place to skate. Its got a massive hill in the back that is kinda hidden by the hospital itself, so it was a legit find.
Fixed my balisong (butterfly knief) so now I’m back in action with this thing. Working on a few new tricks and trying my best not to cut myself to bad… so far so good.
Coming to terms with the mistakes that I have made, the opportunities that I missed and the relationships that I broke. Pain and loss is apart of life, there is no way around it. But whenever I’m at a loss or my heart hurts, I know that my life is short and in the end all the pain will be forgotten. That’s what makes living so easy for me.
The only thing I ever need, is the only thing I won’t ever lose.
God is in charge… single most important reason, the others are just there for support
Everyday that I wake up I train harder and push myself farther than the day before… Why? because I love it and my body is the image of God, I want to take care of it and treat it right.
Two days a week I go to karate, this is something I live for. Most of the time I end up in the ring fighting someone, it’s a rush you can’t describe
I’ve come to realize who my closest friends are, not only from my home town but from my college as well. I’ve been chillin with my friends from my home town since elementary school and I hope to chill with them for the rest of my life
Knowing that there is a chance that my day will end with me longboarding down Maple Ave (a newly paved street a few streets over from my house) at 1:30 am, makes my day the much better
I don’t have to deal with much drama this summer. Okay so my one friend fucked my other friends ex-girlfriend.. Whatever, I don’t take sides nor do I really care. We all know that he dated a slut, its okay, we’ve all been there.
If everything works out, I’ll be leaving for college a few days early to head to my friends college for a planned 3 day party. My roommate from last year will also be stopping by. What a way to end the summer. Legit.
College should be very… interesting… next year. Working on a lil device to make my life easier along with some software that I got to help me get past Grove City’s stupid internet blocks. And there are certain people on campus who I’ve only begun to mess with.
God is great, life is good… well actually its a bitch but it’s to short to complain about.
I find myself just messing with relationships and situations because they can be toyed with. Its like a deck of cards. I find myself in a certain type of relationship with a person, and for some reason I don’t like how it going, even tho its basically fine. So how do remedy this? I say things that push the limits and I go over. Thus damaging the relationship. Its like a game of poker. I don’t like how the game is heading so I just shuffle the cards and see how the next draws play out.
Introduce a little chaos into the situation in an attempt to produce order.
But it seems once order has come my way, I’m not happy with it. Maybe its not the kind of order that I want, or I want the situation to play out more in my favor, or maybe its completely fine. I just seem to enjoy stirring things up. I don’t like being in my comfort zone, because I know eventually my opponent will get a better hand. If I shuffle the deck, both our chances of success have become the same.
I enjoy being slightly insane. Well I’m probably more than slightly, but that’s not the point… I don’t give a fuck what people think about me, so I can act and do whatever I want with out fear of being ‘judged’ (as some people would put it). I’m completely 100% secure with myself, so I don’t give a fuck. I am usual able to come up with some very interesting ideas… the may not be the best or safest, but I don’t care haha. Another benefit is when you do do something stupid.. people don’t really care because they expect it of you. People also won’t mess with you either… they know you’re insane.. don’t mess with insane people.
Yep.. me and my friend invented 2 new tricks on our longboards.
The Mamba: a boneless with a finger-roll
Switch Sauce (combo): a 180 switch then a switch-fake-look back finally with a shovit.
They are both pretty legit tricks. My friend pulled off the Switch Sauce pretty nicely, but we had trouble with The Mamba… he did do the trick successfully one time, but unfortunately because neither of us have cameras Youtube will not know about it.
I hate when my computer gets one… I’m always so careful with my downloads, but I guess it happens to the best of us. While I hate having to get rid of them I do enjoy the results. I hate knowing that for a short time, another hacker out there has temporarily bested me and my computer. My reward is in the end though. After removing the virus from the computer.. well actually I just make sure I suspend it from working… I am now in control of a perfectly working virus. All I have to do now is pick through the code looking for stuff that I can use for myself.
Over a 11.5 mile bike ride, running a mile at the gym in about 7:20, lifting way to much weight at the gym, 100 jumping jacks, 100 knuckle push-ups on pine wood, 100 crunches, 100 reverse crunches, a hard night at karate and one hell of an ass-beating… can really set a man’s mind and heart straight.
I’m stronger then I was before. I’m able to let go of things I thought I would hold onto forever. I’m not afraid anymore. I don’t fear people and their ideals. I pity those who reject God. People disgust me, so selfish, so self-centered. I can almost feel their anger and their hatred. I can see the lost and it upsets me, but I can only attempt to show them the truth. I can feel God’s calling for me to do something becoming stronger everyday.
God give me the strength to carry on. Keep me in the light. Let the darkness fear me as they fear You. Praise Your name.
“Remember and you might be welcome amongst the heartless monsters you surround yourself with. Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others, a maniacal unit of sub-human parasites warped into a feeding frenzy at the smell of fresh blood. Open your eyes and see the creatures for what they are, a swirling mess of hatred and envy. Don’t be naive enough to think you’re unaffected. The conversion has already begun.”—Haunted ~ Disturbed